| Oooo how far I go to help people I care about out..... life sucks and it never goes your way.
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| Well... hell week has passed. Thank the freakin lord... That was like
the most stressful week i've had since I've been here. Anywho, I dont
know if anyone went outside but it was simply glorious. It's acutally a
little chilly right now.. :) I love the weather.
Tomorrow, my friend Rachel is gonna keep me company
over the weekend. Im really excited since she wants to a future bobcat
herself! It should be a great time! I dont really have a lot to say!!
Hope everyone has a great weekend!!
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| I got a 70 on my comm test which is a C. No one got an A, 4 B's, 10Cs
and the rest Ds and Fs out of a class of about 35 so i guess its
somewhat decent even though im not that satisfied with my score. I have
a geo test tomorrow which i think Ill do good on and a bio test which i
think ill fail hardcore. Anyways! This week is basically hell for me!
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| My sis just got engaged.
I'm maid of honor.
Holler.
I have a communications test tomorrow and a biology and geography test on wed.
Of course, I procrastinated.
I'm basically fucked.
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| Defintely ready for the el weekendo! I just miss everyone. I miss my
sister so freakin much! I havent seen that girl in forever. I also have
to say that I am super proud of her because she sold her first house!!!
Hooray! That must be really exciting. Saturday I will head up to
college station with her and watch her friends dunk her ring. Good
times! I'm really excited to drive my gurls home to H Town! It will be
like old times again. I can see Caitlin getting pissed off cause we're
listening to ashlee simpson, ashley singing like shes famous, and kayla
pretending like she knows the words. I cant wait!!!
I was actually a little depressed last night. I
guess its becasuse I've been so stress free since I've been up here.
Everything has been played by ear here which I absolutely love. I dont
have to make an effort really. However, recently I dont want to say I
havent been enjoying my time here, it's just that Im starting to notice
things. Perhaps Im just growing up. I'v realized that asshole crushes
arent worth talking about (it just pisses the person off your ranting
to about him), you cant trust everyone, high school drama will never be
escaped, and I believe now that I'm stronger than some people
that I always I thought were stronger than me. After coming to
all my realizations I had a talk with ashley last night. She said she
didnt feel herself really and there was a lot going on... Usually when
she says stuff like that I automatically have a comeback to make her
feel better. I always give her reality and honesty and it usually helps
her out a lot. Unfortunately, I stared at my screen and started to
cry... I couldnt help my best friend anymore... I dont know what goes
on in her life anymore and what she does everyday. I dont know the
people she talks to. I couldnt help her at all. I was so
disappointed... I hate that. I want to be involved in everything all my
friends do but i cant be there all the time anymore and it kills
me... Not that my friends are being replaced or anything but I
feel like I've found a true friend here. We're so different and I am so
amazed on how well we get along. If you ask any of my friends they
would tell you how intimidated I was of her in high school. I'm glad to
say that we both rub off on eachother. I have some badass in me and
she's got a whole lotta niceness! I'm glad I can wake up every morning
and can rely on a friend like her. :)
Alright well thats enough venting for me!
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